My natal moon was in the sign of Aries, and it seemed like a good idea to start with the beginning of the Zodiac. The beginning is Aries, Mr. God of War himself. What can be said of the aggressive, pushy fire sign that leads all other signs into a cycle of mystery, adventure, and plenty of fireworks to light the way? Yep, that's Aries best characterized by the key phrase of “I Am”. Everyone has a story to tell, and it seemed cathartic to make the subject of this interview, well, me. Not so innovative and childish, we all got to start somewhere. Personally, I can’t say that I’ve always like Aries. Most of the time he’s the bullying jock on the playground with too much roid rage, and at other times he’s the captain not short on courage. Maybe that’s why we put up with his childish antics, because being the child of the Zodiac he has yet to travel the road ahead of him.
Still, this post is a retrospective on me, and I looked
at my own natal chart to see what could be said about Aries to shed light on
why I feel the way I feel about him. I figured the best way was to ask myself.
Having a natal sun in Sagittarius, I find Aries as the second part of my
“trinity” as he is uncomfortably paired with my natal moon in the second house.
1.) What exactly does it mean to have your natal Moon in Aries?
Traditionally, the Aries Moon has been in
detriment. So, when placed within the moon it sounds like it could be a remake of
the Odd Couple. From a personal stand
point, it would suggest a bad relationship between the two because Aries is known
for being impulsive and impatient and tuning out when not interested. The moon
governs emotional ties, so it can be a pretty big bomb when the T.N.T power of
Aries acts as a conductor for the emotional energy of the moon. Sometimes, I
think crimes of passion or criminal escapades revolve around people with their
moon in Aries… can anyone say Al Capone?
2.) How do you feel its influences?
I blame my Pieces Rising sign because it
likes to hide it from me. My trinity is a sun in Sagittarius, Pieces rising and
a moon in Aries. For a long time, I used to think that having all that mutable energy
is what put me at odds with myself. Having somewhat of a bias against Aries
already, I didn’t really concentrate on my moon for a long time because I
didn’t feel like it really fit in with the other two placements. I tended to
blame most of my shortcomings on my Venus in Scorpio. However, with the Pisces
influence, I forget that the fish sometimes have me sink into cloudy water when
I don’t want to witness certain things at play in my life. Nevertheless, I feel
his horns ramming me the most over the small things. My irritation levels
skyrocket while maneuvering through a crowded street while trying to avoid
tourists. Perhaps it’s just working in New
York City , but there is a definite stride I take that
is fast and focused, like I’m on a mission. I feel Aries in my ear when charged $20
dollars for a meal that could fit in a can of cat food that my more dignified
Mars in Libra agreed to eat based on the collective choice of my friends.
Although for fear of hurting even the restaurant chairs feelings, my Pisces
Rising will find something to compliment, while my Mars in Libra decides to be
diplomatic in shackling the feelings of my moon in Aries into silence by
changing the subject, which leads my Aries moon to get more schizophrenic. I feel it the most when I'm in love though. There is this impulse to want to run and hug, and a high level of fire when something hits home deep like with rejection or maybe even a simple "no".
4.) Do you think the house placement makes a difference?
I guess most of astrology comes in
3 steps. You have the planets, the signs, and then the house that acts as the
theatre for the other two to perform in. My Aries Moon had taken up refuge in
the second house. In many ways, I think I should be thankful, because the moon
can actually make up a nice home in the house of money and finances. There is a
sense of values and security that is exalted in the second house when the moon
occupies it, however that volatile, stubborn Aries gets in and makes a mess. I
can often feel the effects of Aries in my second house with a phrase that could
best sum up the experience: “Impulse Spending.”
So when I spoke about all those stifling feelings that kind of jump out
of nowhere, they usually are soothed by a quick fix purchase. It should be
noted that my expenses are not exurbanite, thank the stars, because I could
find myself easily in debt with this placement. I tend to thank my Mercury in
Capricorn for a methodical thinking that usually starts with pulling in the
reigns and then tellling me that money and things can't buy a cap over that hole in your heart. So yes, I do think the house placement makes a difference, but once
again, in the case of Aries, not sure it makes a good one.
Yeah, I can’t say that I’ve been
kind about it, but then again, Aries tends to let things roll off its back, and
even with all the emotional highs and lows the moon can bring, so do I. With
all its faults, it forces us with a shove and a holler into the world. It
reminds us that with torches ablaze we can’t sit around and think all the time,
take a lesson air, worry about other’s feelings, how’s that feel water, and
that nothing could be built and started without its call, sorry earth. Within
its grasp lies dedication and passion, and when lead with the symbolic imagery
of the moon it can grant on those born under its glow their greatest
gift…conviction.
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